Hello there, it’s been a while… Exactly a year since I last wrote on this platform. And what a year, phew…!
Next month I will be teaching the course Inner Cosmology (for 6th line projectors), which is about the global cycle change, and given that the change has become life itself for us all – as opposed to life ‘now’ and in the ‘future’– I am at a loss as to where to begin. Perhaps I can start with me.
This last year I stepped back from teaching and guiding after being diagnosed with an illness, which took me by surprise. The other surprise was being invited to join a Masters program in fine art, the two events coinciding. I didn’t think that I’d be able to start the art program, but I did—amazingly, five months later.
There is a lot to say about the journey of strategy and authority in times of physical and material survival – an ‘awakening bootcamp’. Thankfully I didn’t have to worry about finances, but there was plenty to deal with in terms of decision making and claiming my time waiting for clarity in the face of fear and pressure by the medical professionals.
It’s worth remembering that currently the world is filled with collective tension and insecurity with the gradual loss of reliable truth and grounded information – part of the present global cycle (cross of Planning) in line one, which is where we will be until February next year.
Better to take a deep breath and realign with a cup of tea than to panic in moments of fear-driven decision-making. I had a few of those.
It takes courage to stand by one’s inner truth with authority in times of instability – the only way to protect one’s integrity. We all have our individual process of evolving and transforming according to our unique nature, and if you are on the journey of differentiation and observing your four transformations, there is only one way ahead. Trust your authority no matter what.
So - here I am, a year later and still recovering with growing strength. It feels good. I can hardly recognise my old form after so much renewal on all fronts. Perhaps my 6th line body, with its defined channel of Community, has been moving through a mutative process together with the global changes. The tribe is ‘out’ and individuality is ‘in’.
My own tribe broke apart and transformed with me, turning more ‘selfish’ and mirroring the incoming individual frequency of the Sleeping Phoenix. We can now commune as sisters when it’s time to connect, not because of family obligations. We regained our tribal inner truth – a new status quo.
There is a lot more I can share, if only about the 3/6 profile and its mutative 6th line body and 3d line personality, which turned out to be extraordinarily resilient when I needed to dissociate from all the dramas inside and out.
Thank god for human design and understanding how to navigate this life. Looking back, one thing is clear: I can fully trust my differentiated nature and I can support others to do the same with confidence.
The drawing above was made during an intense and chaotic period of new beginnings last year. I found a wonderful haiku by a 19th century Japanese Zen master called Ryōkan:
being chased it hides in the moon the firefly
There is no way out of the program, but there is a way in – with your unique and true self. Nothing else matters.